Um. I seem to be such the woman. I feel pressure of tears reading this. Certainly that is not the pirate in me.
Thanks for sharing.
A Burial at Sea Final log entry: 21st September 1997, 2:45 GMT 30 37 22.47 N, 89 27 28.92 W Sadly, I had to scuttle my beloved catamaran Doppelgänger this past weekend, sending her to a watery grave. She had borne me so well and for so long; but on every passage out she was a little more patched up, and on every passage home a little more waterlogged; and before she foundered under me somewhere over the horizon, I wanted to send her to some more fitting end. After all, I had conceived and created her, and loved her well, as I fancy she did me; and that left me with some obligation as to how she might end her days. I had thought first of immolation, as out of some Norse saga; but that seemed a bit overwrought for what had been, after all, a very straightforward and unpretentious little ship, and one who, furthermore, had passed her days on our balmy third coast. And besides, more practically, fiberglass and sodden plywood won’t burn, and epoxy makes a stinking, molten, toxic mess. So I removed her rigging and spars and her beautiful blue sails, leaving only the bare masts; and we towed her out into Mississippi Sound, her old cruising ground. She still cut smartly through the chop, blithely unaware, it would seem, even with sandbags lashed into her bilges, that this was to be her final passage. Having somewhere crossed the point where the inshore green turns to the offshore blue, we hove to. And then, with a soft pressure of tears welling up in my eyes, I took a hammer and opened a crack between the bottom planks and the keelsons; and she slipped away gently, quietly, to a bottom we could not see. There she will await the Resurrection, whence I am certain that she will rise again, all trim and freshly painted, and with a crisp set of new sails more cleanly cut than by any merely mortal hand. Those wings of the morning will fill with the light and the first breath of dawn as she sails off to find me, wherever I have ended up in that final shakedown; and we’ll be outward bound again, taking our horizon with us. |
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