I Wish I Was A Normal Man I wish I was a normal man With normal dreams and normal plans With normal moods that'd ebb and flow In synch with those I've come to know. I wish this life would just reset So all this gloom I could forget. I see these people everyday Go on with life in everyway And envy fills my every cell. Thoughts of harm would do them well. No sadness creeps into their lives. Depression doesn't agonize. They find such joy in little things Why can't they see it means nothing? Why can't they see the world like me So that I'd have some company? So that I'd have a friend or two To talk about our feeling blue? To talk about oncoming death As we share our loneliness. Deep down I know it's all in vain. I'm meant to be so full of pain. I'm meant to be so much alone. I'm meant to be all on my own. Caught in this winter with no spring. Trapped in a life not worth living |